January 2012
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Birthday Dinner (Wednesday)
Macaroni Grill -              Choose Your Own Pasta: Spaghetti, Garlic Cream Sauce, Fresh Spinach, Roasted Mushrooms, Roasted Tomatoes (655 Calories)               or              Mushroom Ravioli (900 Calories)              and              Double Vanilla Gelato (290 Calories)              or Small Vanilla McCafe Shake (540 Calories)              Total: 945 Calories or 1195 Calories, or...
Jan 21st
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Exercise...
Is likely not going to happen this week. At all. :( I need to come up with a list of fun exercises to do that aren’t dancing around my room randomly/DDR. I need some variety I think.
Jan 7th
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Weight
111.4 lbs! That’s 1.4 down from about the 4 I gained. (Before the Holidays: 109 lbs. After the Holidays: 112.8 lbs.) 1.4 down, 2.4 to go!
Jan 5th
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December 2011
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Exercise!
450 Calories…BURNED!!! 20 minutes of exercise…DONE!!! Now only 4.5 hours left till I can eat. D:
Dec 30th
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600 Calories
Persimmon - 118 Calories 22 Unsalted Cashews - 170 Calories 1 Egg - 90 Calories 1 Slice of Whole Wheat Bread - 60 Calories 2 Tbsp Fat Free Cream Cheese - 30 Calories 2 Thin Slices of Turkey - 25 Calories 1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Calories 1 Fancy Chocolate Truffle - 65 Calories Half a Slice of Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese - 30 Calories Baby Dill Pickle - 5 Calories Total: 600 Calories
Dec 30th
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exercise
450 Calories to burn and 20 minutes of dancing to do tomorrow so that I don’t have to exercise for the rest of the week. Oh. Joy. >.<
Dec 30th
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Tonight: Macaroni Grill
Create Your Own Pasta:      Spaghetti - 340 Calories      Fresh Spinach - 5 Calories      Roasted Mushrooms - 25 Calories      Roasted Tomatoes - 15 Calories AND Fresh Greens Side Salad (w/dressing) - 80 Calories Total: 465 Calories
Dec 29th
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PERSIMMONS ARE FUCKING DELICIOUS! →
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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UGH.
Binged today. Really fucking bad. Today was supposed to be a lower calorie day too. URGH. So, no more making up for holiday failures. Going to try to go back to my normal schedule, 1200 for five days, 600 for one day, and a one meal free day. This week I had a day where I didn’t eat and a lower calorie day already. I’m going to try to eat a heartier, filling meal on my next free day,...
Dec 29th
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Measurements...
Are actually 34-25-35…UGH. That’s…4-4-3 to go….URGH. But at least I’m a B CUP YAY.
Dec 28th
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Weight Gain D:
109 lbs. to 111.4 lbs. Weight gain of 2.4 lbs. (Could have been worse) No inches gain though! Starting January 9th, normal eating again; 5 days at 1200, 1 day at 600, 1 day where I don’t count one meal but don’t go crazy.
Dec 27th
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Menu for the Week...
Tuesday: Lunch: Cereal and Milk - 290 Calories  1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Total: 297 Calories Dinner: 1 Cup Curry Red Lentil Soup - 140 Calories 2/3 Cup Frozen Sweet Peas - 70 Calories 1/4 Cup Great Value Black Beans - 55 Calories 4 Strawberries - 24 Calories 1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Calories Total: 296 Calories Wednesday: Lunch: 1 Strawberry & Jam Uncrustable - 210 Calories AND 1...
Dec 27th
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Warning: Bitterness ahead...LONG RANT. Bitchiness.
Skinny = Status (In most English-speaking countries. Where I live.) Women who are skinny get paid more than women who are not. It’s practically a sin to be curvy in Hollywood. No. Not practically. It’s a sin. You can try all you want to say that you’re proud of your curves, that you like the way you look, that you’re a BBW, that you’re going to revolutionize the...
Dec 27th
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Coffee
FUCK YEAH COFFEE!!!!!!!!
Dec 24th
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Exercise
50 minutes/750 Calories DONE with 300 Calories burned via DDR and 30 minutes of dancing. I had a snack at the movie theater so I made this into a free day and schedule another low cal day. I have a two days coming up that will count as two free days so that means four lower calorie days…>.<
Dec 24th
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Panera, on a Lower Calorie Day
Low-Fat Garden Vegetable Soup with Pesto - 100 Calories Half Greek Salad - 190 Calories Total: 290 Calories Low-Fat Vegetarian Black Bean Soup - 170 Calories Half Classic Cafe Salad - 80 Calories Total: 250 Calories
Dec 23rd
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Exercise...
Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. I want to do it all tomorrow so that I can enjoy Christmas.  50 Minutes/750 Calories 300 Calories in DDR and then 30 minutes of dancing because the weather outside is frightful and I’m lazy as fuck.
Dec 23rd
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Exercise...Not
150 calories not burned off for today/10 minutes not done…BAD SELF.
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
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Exercise
150 Calories…burned via DDR.
Dec 21st
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Another Lower Calorie Day Tomorrow...
Breakfast: 1 Egg - 90 Calories 1/4 Cup Kidney Beans - 50 Calories 1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Calories Total: 147 Calories Lunch: 1/2 Cup of Cottage Cheese - 80 Calories 3 Cherry Tomatoes - 9 Calories 1 Tbsp Fat Free Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing - 7.5 Calories 2 Tbsp Fresh Salsa - 5 Calories 8 Strawberries - 48 Calories Total: 149.5 Calories Dinner: 1/2 Cup or 1 Cup of Brown Rice (not sure...
Dec 21st
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Weigh-In
Weight: 109 lbs (And I’m not looking again until vacation is over.) Measurements remain the same, the same rule applies.
Dec 20th
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Exercise...Done
150 Calories burned in DDR although I’m afraid that my body is becoming accustomed. I’d like to not go over 110 during the holidays, but being that I just got below that…going to try to stay under 115, with as close to 110 as possible and then continue losing. Going to follow my plan super closely, but know that there might be the occasional extra scoop of Mac ‘n Cheese or...
Dec 20th
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Weigh-In Tomorrow...What I Need to Beat...(But...
Current Weight: 110 lbs Bust: 32” Waist: 25” Hips: 35”
Dec 20th
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Macaroni Grill (Normal Day Edition)
Spaghetti - 340 Calories Arrabbiata Sauce - 230 Calories Pomodoro Sauce - 190 Calories Fresh Spinach - 5 Calories Roasted Mushrooms - 25 Calories Roasted Tomatoes - 15 Calories Roasted Mushroom Soup - 220 Calories Pomodorina Soup - 240 Calories Caprese - 480 Calories Side Fresh Greens Salad - 80 Calories Gelato: Double Vanilla - 290 Calories
Dec 19th
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Low Calorie Day #1
Breakfast: 1 Egg - 90 Calories 1/4 Cup Kidney Beans - 50 Calories 1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Calories Total: 147 Calories Lunch: 1/2 Cup of Cottage Cheese - 80 Calories 3 Cherry Tomatoes - 9 Calories 1 Tbsp Fat Free Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing - 7.5 Calories 2 Tbsp Fresh Salsa - 5 Calories 8 Strawberries - 48 Calories Total: 149.5 Calories Dinner: 1 Morning Star Farms Veggie Corn Dogs -...
Dec 19th
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Inches...
I probably gained some. >.<
Dec 18th
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Food at Home Calories
Okay….So, first of all, in the pantry… Great Value Black Beans - 55 Calories per 1/4 Cup Great Value Kidney Beans - 50 Calories per 1/4 Cup Cinnamon Graham Crackers - 65 Calories per Cracker Agave Nectar - 60 Calories per 1 Tbsp Bac-Os - 30 Calories per 1 1/2 Tbsp In the freezer… Cinnabon Pancakes - 90 Calories per Pancake Eggo Waffles - 100 Calories per Waffle ...
Dec 18th
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Exercise
DONE. Now on to make a list of what is in my fridge with accompanying calorie information…So I don’t die next week.
Dec 18th
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Making Lists
It’s possible that list making may be an effective distraction from eating…But what do I do when I’m at a party? Tote around a notebook? Drinking water to deal with the hunger pain and mental focus on food and then having something to hold in my hand as sensory input. There we go! Plan. Made.
Dec 18th
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More Ranting...
And then, hopefully by the second week of January when the joy/horror of the holidays is over, I can finally eat normally again. 1 Low Cal Day a week, 1 Free Day a week, with the rest being normal days.
Dec 18th
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Exercise Progress...(if you can even call it...
Okay…So 10 minutes done that were jogging/walking (I can’t run for shit. It kills me…) But at least it’s something. Now there’s only 300 calories in DDR to go…(at 15 calories per song, that’s 20 songs. *cries* This is what I deserve though. Next week is… Monday: Low Cal Day Tuesday: Free Day Wednesday: Low Cal Day Thursday: Two Free Days ...
Dec 18th
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Exercise
I can’t do DDR at the moment…maybe I’ll go for a 10 minute job/walk. It’s a higher intensity than dancing would be. I need to remember to drink water today and on Tuesday when things are being gross and I can’t eat breakfast that morning, lots of water and coffee…
Dec 18th
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....*more shame*...
Didn’t even put my skin care medication last night…so much epic fail.
Dec 18th
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....*shame*....
So…Yesterday, I BINGED so fucking bad that it was beyond extremely, incredibly, ridiculously, epically shameful. We had ordered food but it didn’t arrive on time so I went freaking APE SHIT. I’m not eating anything today, am going to exercise for an addition 20 minutes/150 calories, and am going to do so even though tomorrow is a planned lower calorie day. Hopefully, I...
Dec 18th
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Exercise
Whooo! All of it got done! :D
Dec 17th
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Exercise
I have to do 30 minutes/450 Calories today based on my schedule…Took a break yesterday (bad self), have to do the amount for today, and I’m busy all day tomorrow…
Dec 16th
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Exercise
10 minutes of dancing! WHOO!
Dec 15th
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Alternatives for Lower Calorie Breakfast
1/4 Cup Great Value Black Beans -55 Calories 1/3 Cup Frozen Peas - 35 Calories 1 Slice Reduced Fat Provolone Cheese - 50 Calories 1 Cup Coffee - 7 Calories Total: 147 Calories 1 Slice Pepperidge Farm Oatmeal Bread - 45 Calories 1/2 Tbsp Agave Nectar - 30 Calories 1/3 Cup Frozen Peas - 35 Calories 2/3 Cup Frozen Carrots - 35 Calories 1/2 Cup Coffee - 3.5 Calories Total: 148.5 Calories
Dec 14th
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Things I Could Eat at Longhorn Steakhouse
Appetizers - Grilled White Cheddar Stuffed Mushrooms Western Cheese Fries (without everything…but the cheese) Desserts - Golden Nugget Fried Cheesecake Side Dishes - Loaded Baked Potato with Cheese, Chives and Sour Cream Seasoned Fries Seasoned Rice Pilaf Steakhouse Mac ‘n Cheese (without the bacon) Strawberry & Pecan Salad (without the oranges) Greens, strawberries,...
Dec 14th
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Exercise
Whoo done! Through cheater DDR…but still lol.
Dec 14th
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Tomorrow's Low Calorie Day Breakdown...
Breakfast: 1 Cinnabon Pancake - 90 Calories  1/2 Tomato - 20 Calories 1/2 Slice Reduced Fat Sargento Provolone Cheese - 35 Calories 1 Cup of Coffee - 7 Calories Total: 152 Calories Lunch: 1 Egg - 90 Calories 1/2 Tomato - 20 Calories 1/2 Cup Carrot Sticks - 35 Calories Total: 145 Calories Dinner: 1 Can Progresso Light Vegetable Soup - 120 Calories 1 Morning Star Farms Veggie Corn Dog...
Dec 14th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Exercise
Whoo! 150 Calories BURNED! Low Calorie Day, OVER! :D
Dec 13th
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